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i practically look like trash 24/7


i'm a 19 year old with the curfew of a 12 year old.


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Tuesday, April 6, 2010


sooo this was when my friends and i had a little post-finals house party at my friend's house. good times. early curfew. oh and the fringe on my top wont cooperate.


let's make lists!

[what are your fears?]

- fear of trying and failing
- fear of God's judgment
- fear of other people's judgment
- fear of loving and being rejected
- fear of fate
- fear of loneliness
- fear of being inadequate


it's scary living life in fear of so many things.


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Monday, April 5, 2010

meet my doppleganger

what went down at one of our many school events, where losers choose to overdress and cool people choose not to attend. and us? well, we chose not to follow the dress code.



i actually had already planned a decent theme-appropriate outfit for this occasion. it was pure peer pressure that led me to unreasonably spend for a top that clearly channeled the 80s. it was actually the only time in a while where i bought something that wasn't pre-owned and smelled like mothballs. someone please get a hold of my money before i spend it all on another hideous pair of leather shorts from an ukay-ukay.

more of what went down



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Sunday, April 4, 2010

source: thecobrasnake

i wish i was this sexy lying on the ground/leaning against a wall/eating whipped cream in tacky leopard print leotards

the summer has been spent waiting for something to happen. lying around in anticipation of what was or what wasn't to come. i've successfully pacified my wanderlust by daydreaming of snapshots of an imaginary beach trip somewhere far away with a psycho cool camera. i'm starting to feel like a fucking lisbon sister, on eternal house arrest, where my only escape would be suicide. this boredom will be the death of me.


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Saturday, April 3, 2010

summer '09 reminds me of the discovery of the dark side, awesome music passed among classmates, long breaks with friends in vain efforts of studying constantly interrupted by gossiping or joking, the absolutely untimely rain and flood in the middle of april and may, spending an hour in the morning running through at least 6 outfit changes for school, that horrible haircut i had, and one too many pictures taken.


i think i'm living too much in '09.

wonder what this summer will be like.


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Thursday, April 1, 2010
only later in the day did i realize that it was april 1st. but before i got started on pondering what a joke my life was, i checked out the cobrasnake's site instead. here i found exactly what i need to make life better.


source: thecobrasnake


GAAAAH! a big fat bag of shiny, bright, crazy colorful sticky stickers to fill my planner is EXACTLY what would lift my spirits in a time like this. if only i knew how to work the online market. i've never tried shopping online, and gawd knows how much of a handicap that is considered these days. i haven't got a clue in shit how i'm supposed to get my hands on these babies. does the cobrasnake ship to asia?


source: thecobrasnake


i've heard of this like a year ago, but only now did i bother to actually check the site out. i love that it's like one fabulous scrapbook of cute people who look like they're having the time of their lives. i've always loved scrapbooks.

ps: will i get sued for mangling them photos i found on another site? oh please oh please oh please don't sue me. i haven't got any money and i don't have any idea that editing pictures from another site is illegal. :(


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