i practically look like trash 24/7


i'm a 19 year old with the curfew of a 12 year old.


whowhatwear
the showmanship
ohsococo
littlemissdressup

thecherryblossomgirl
theoliviaalo
fashiontoast
vain and vapid
facehunter
seaofshoes






April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010

i approach the coming days with fear, doubt, agitation, stress, and many other negative feelings. i've been crying everyday now. and people are starting to notice. i have such little emotional resiliance, i cant really withstand little dramas. and hoomaygawsh im just so scared and i dont know why. it's not the sort of evident fear i feel every waking moment. its a kind of lingering fear, like i know its there and there's a possibility for it yet i try as hard as i can for it not to take the best of me. im so confused. i've got a lot of stuff to do. yes i have class in about um 2 hours, and here i am typing my sanity away still in shorts with my homework half finished and my quizzes not yet reviewed. man i need to get my shit together.

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